Update Jan 24th

So this isn't a post about me finishing another book but I swear I am almost finished with Alice in Wonderland. I just wanted to give a small update as to why I haven't finished a one hundred and twenty page book in two days. Well lately I have been on the job hunt (well not lately, about two months in fact) and this morning I've just about had it. I literally had a small mental breakdown. Well it was about nine thirty in the morning and I wanted to check my email before showering for school. The night before I had submitted an application to Wendy's (don't judge me!) as a last resort shot at a job. So I'm checking my email and I see that I got two emails from Wendy's. Yay!, I say hoping that I got an interview. Well I didn't... It took less than twelve hours for them to take a three second look at my application and determine that I, A+ college student (and a very decent worker if they took the time to call up my old supervisor) was not a suitable candidate to work at Wendy's. That's when it happened. I just burst out crying. Not because I wanted to work at the illustrious Wendy's oh so much but because I realized that I am incapable of getting a job, any job! So I cried...a lot. Then I went to school, ate a brownie and watched some Buffy. I'm still depressed but I will continue to pound the pavement and find a job. I don't know when and I don't know how but at least I have my books and this project from having anymore breakdowns. So I tell you, or more myself since I think only I read this thing, that I will get back on schedule tears or no tears.

BTW Hearing how my friends are getting 40+ hours and "making bank" isn't helping either = )